It was more than a month distant, but the enormous, complex preparations that it entailed were throwing extra work on to everybody.
Finally both of them managed to secure a free afternoon on the same day.
They had agreed to go back to the clearing in the wood.
On the evening beforehand they met briefly in the street.
As usual, Winston hardly looked at Julia as they drifted towards one another in the crowd, but from the short glance he gave her it seemed to him that she was paler than usual.
'It's all off,' she murmured as soon as she judged it safe to speak. 'Tomorrow, I mean.'
'What?'
'Tomorrow afternoon.
I can't come.'
'Why not?'
'Oh, the usual reason.
It's started early this time.'
For a moment he was violently angry.
During the month that he had known her the nature of his desire for her had changed.
At the beginning there had been little true sensuality in it.
Their first love-making had been simply an act of the will.
But after the second time it was different.
The smell of her hair, the taste of her mouth, the feeling of her skin seemed to have got inside him, or into the air all round him.
She had become a physical necessity, something that he not only wanted but felt that he had a right to.
When she said that she could not come, he had the feeling that she was cheating him.
But just at this moment the crowd pressed them together and their hands accidentally met.
She gave the tips of his fingers a quick squeeze that seemed to invite not desire but affection.
It struck him that when one lived with a woman this particular disappointment must be a normal, recurring event; and a deep tenderness, such as he had not felt for her before, suddenly took hold of him.
He wished that they were a married couple of ten years' standing.
He wished that he were walking through the streets with her just as they were doing now but openly and without fear, talking of trivialities and buying odds and ends for the household.
He wished above all that they had some place where they could be alone together without feeling the obligation to make love every time they met.
It was not actually at that moment, but at some time on the following day, that the idea of renting Mr Charrington's room had occurred to him.
When he suggested it to Julia she had agreed with unexpected readiness.
Both of them knew that it was lunacy.
It was as though they were intentionally stepping nearer to their graves.
As he sat waiting on the edge of the bed he thought again of the cellars of the Ministry of Love.
It was curious how that predestined horror moved in and out of one's consciousness.
There it lay, fixed in future times, preceding death as surely as 99 precedes 100.
One could not avoid it, but one could perhaps postpone it: and yet instead, every now and again, by a conscious, wilful act, one chose to shorten the interval before it happened.
At this moment there was a quick step on the stairs.
Julia burst into the room.
She was carrying a tool-bag of coarse brown canvas, such as he had sometimes seen her carrying to and fro at the Ministry.
He started forward to take her in his arms, but she disengaged herself rather hurriedly, partly because she was still holding the tool-bag.
'Half a second,' she said. 'Just let me show you what I've brought.
Did you bring some of that filthy Victory Coffee?
I thought you would.
You can chuck it away again, because we shan't be needing it.
Look here.'
She fell on her knees, threw open the bag, and tumbled out some spanners and a screwdriver that filled the top part of it.
Underneath were a number of neat paper packets.
The first packet that she passed to Winston had a strange and yet vaguely familiar feeling.
It was filled with some kind of heavy, sand-like stuff which yielded wherever you touched it.
'It isn't sugar?' he said.
'Real sugar.
Not saccharine, sugar.