The girl at the next table had turned partly round and was looking at him.
It was the girl with dark hair.
She was looking at him in a sidelong way, but with curious intensity.
The instant she caught his eye she looked away again.
The sweat started out on Winston's backbone.
A horrible pang of terror went through him.
It was gone almost at once, but it left a sort of nagging uneasiness behind.
Why was she watching him? Why did she keep following him about?
Unfortunately he could not remember whether she had already been at the table when he arrived, or had come there afterwards.
But yesterday, at any rate, during the Two Minutes Hate, she had sat immediately behind him when there was no apparent need to do so.
Quite likely her real object had been to listen to him and make sure whether he was shouting loudly enough.
His earlier thought returned to him: probably she was not actually a member of the Thought Police, but then it was precisely the amateur spy who was the greatest danger of all.
He did not know how long she had been looking at him, but perhaps for as much as five minutes, and it was possible that his features had not been perfectly under control.
It was terribly dangerous to let your thoughts wander when you were in any public place or within range of a telescreen.
The smallest thing could give you away.
A nervous tic, an unconscious look of anxiety, a habit of muttering to yourself--anything that carried with it the suggestion of abnormality, of having something to hide.
In any case, to wear an improper expression on your face (to look incredulous when a victory was announced, for example) was itself a punishable offence.
There was even a word for it in Newspeak: FACECRIME, it was called.
The girl had turned her back on him again.
Perhaps after all she was not really following him about, perhaps it was coincidence that she had sat so close to him two days running.
His cigarette had gone out, and he laid it carefully on the edge of the table.
He would finish smoking it after work, if he could keep the tobacco in it.
Quite likely the person at the next table was a spy of the Thought Police, and quite likely he would be in the cellars of the Ministry of Love within three days, but a cigarette end must not be wasted.
Syme had folded up his strip of paper and stowed it away in his pocket.
Parsons had begun talking again.
'Did I ever tell you, old boy,' he said, chuckling round the stem of his pipe, 'about the time when those two nippers of mine set fire to the old market-woman's skirt because they saw her wrapping up sausages in a poster of B.B.?
Sneaked up behind her and set fire to it with a box of matches.
Burned her quite badly, I believe.
Little beggars, eh?
But keen as mustard!
That's a first-rate training they give them in the Spies nowadays--better than in my day, even.
What d'you think's the latest thing they've served them out with?
Ear trumpets for listening through keyholes!
My little girl brought one home the other night--tried it out on our sitting-room door, and reckoned she could hear twice as much as with her ear to the hole.
Of course it's only a toy, mind you.
Still, gives 'em the right idea, eh?'
At this moment the telescreen let out a piercing whistle.
It was the signal to return to work.
All three men sprang to their feet to join in the struggle round the lifts, and the remaining tobacco fell out of Winston's cigarette.
Chapter 6
Winston was writing in his diary:
It was three years ago.
It was on a dark evening, in a narrow side-street near one of the big railway stations.
She was standing near a doorway in the wall, under a street lamp that hardly gave any light.
She had a young face, painted very thick.
It was really the paint that appealed to me, the whiteness of it, like a mask, and the bright red lips.
Party women never paint their faces.
There was nobody else in the street, and no telescreens.
She said two dollars.
I---- For the moment it was too difficult to go on.